I do normally not..

...talk about my job here.

But now I feel like doing it. A little talk, just something tiny to let go a little thing that clings in my heart and mind.

But...I'm not totally sure about it.

But...I need to.

Well...just a little bit.

So, I happen to have a different way of thinking with some of the colleagues. This should be good since it might add variety to the result of the job we're doing. But...maybe, I'm just being a pain in the ass for caring too much about a project and being idealistic.

This, sometimes, drives me nuts.

But, maybe, it's simply because my life is not on the happiest stage. And that makes me see things from the worse sides.

And, before, if other things than job are not doing well, I simply use work as my runaway. But now...everything seems to be jeopardizing.

Oh...am I such a complainer or what?!!!

*Do you realize that I've been using dozens of BUTS here?*