nervousness

Sometimes I wonder, why should I be so nervous about anything. I would love to get trained not to. When I get nervous, I feel unwell. I know it's not a good sign. To be honest, I am working on it, finding a way not to anymore.

I have a dream that one day I can just sit down nicely at home, taking care of my kid(s) and write all day. That's the most beautiful thing that I wish I could have exactly right now. It's impossible for now. But I keep the dream in my head to keep me alive coz without it I feel like dying...honest!

A person said that one day he will try to do his best so that I can have that dream come true.