A Big "..."

Confidence is like religiousity. Sometimes it's up and sometimes down. Mine is up and down, hopefully not up-side-down. I am about to do a big "..." in my life. I am excited and nervous at the same time. I did one big "..." before and I failed. I don't know about now. Will I be better? Will I be able to face it? Will I be able to make it?
Everybody says I will, so now, here I am, trying to convince my self. I think it's just the trauma (the one I mentioned earlier in this blog), nothing else but the silly trauma.