with this little baby girl...
the new family story

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and share their love in a happy marriage
the new family story

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found each other
the new family story

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and this little girl
the new family story

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this little boy
the new family story

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Say, you are all ears and that makes you know everything. Some request for problem solving, some just to express their feelings. You extract everything, trying to comprehend each narration since sometimes it has connection to each other.

After that, you get nothing but headache!

So, my conclusion up to now, is that to know everything doesn't equal happiness. Why so extreem?

Say, if the story is a happy one, you can smile widely til your lips get confused to get back to its normal position. But do people tell their happiness more than they tell sadness? Ha! And sometimes, one's happiness could somebody else's sadness. After listening to the happy person then the sad one also comes to you and share the sorrow with the same subject but different point of view.

I don't see any pleasure of being in the middle like that. Got it now?

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I created it for the very 1st time when I was not in a good mood :

"Je ferme mes yeux pour l'imagination dont la realite est impossible"

and that's what I've been doing when the good mood seems so far away...

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I am a person who love having so many friends. I should say that since not so many people really care about having many friends as a great pleasure.

I infact have so many good friends who end up being my best friends and sometimes with the flying time, become only friends for our not seeing each other a lot. But I never forget any of the good ones. The just-friends pals, sometimes I don't remember all of them, some I forget the names, some even forget the face since they all grow up--especially those from my childhood.

I don't like to fight. Even if I fighted, I did it only with my good friends. Sooo weird. Maybe because I only fight for something principle. If not, I'd rather keep quiet. And after the fight, some of them even became my best friends.

For me, friends are like hidden treasures. Whenever we find them (again), we will become so happy. I've lost friends a few times, as a result of broken heart or dislike or different principes. But whenever they want to reconciliate, I will never refuse it. I also have refound some of them, and still hoping that those who still remain lost will come back to me with the warmest amity.

Where are you, all , now, my dearest friends?

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No, we're not having the same birthday. But I think who deserve it more is my mum instead of me. Of course, coz at that moment, 28 years ago, she was the one who had to struggle to be able to give birth to me, she was the one who had to suffer from all the pains caused by my trying to see the world, she was the one who had to lay in the hospital for some days before my birth. Therefore, I dedicate all the great wishes that everyone has been saying since last middle night for the happiness of my mum.

Mum, thanks for everything that you have done on the day that I was born, and for every single thing that you have given me for all of my life. I love you.

Happy birthday to Mum and me...

Ya Allah, please give me the chance to make her happy, coz I don't think I have now...
Amin

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All this time I know my personnality. I think I am trying to be a different person now.

Am I?

Changing your personnality is not simple at all. You have to really aware of ur present personality to be able to transform it to another new one. That is not easy either. Sometimes you cannot admit that your personnality is not a good one. But there will be some points when you finally realize it. When you feel uneasy with it, when you feel like that personnality doesn't help you at all in leaving you life.

You then decide to have another new fresh personality that can make your life a lot better and easier. You search for this new fresh one. You put it in such away in your awareness then it becomes you.

Sounds easy, doesn't it? Hahaha, I don't even know that it could be that easy (to talk about) until I write this blog.

Well, I am in the process now. Not yet sure I have succeeded or not. Time will tell. And within this time I am doing my best for it.

Bye-bye old me, here is a welcome hug for a new me...

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Hmmm...don't know if I wrote that correctly or not but that's now what I have in mind all the time, most of the time. Human to human relationship.
These days, I have been learning sooo much about it. So many people related to me in their own way. Friends, family, colleagues, online friends, communities. As human beings, they have their specific desire, specific needs, specific thought, specific ideas, specific likes and dislikes. And I have to be there, dealing with, understanding, watching, feeling those specifications with my own. I can't say it's easy. Actually not easy at all.
Those sooo many specifications give me headaches. I listen to them. Some ask for a problem solving, some just want me to understand, to listen, without comment. So many to ask from me. I am also just a human being. I have my own problems too. But they would not understand. Why is that?
Whom to ask I don't know. Sometimes, just keeping all in my heart since I know they all also have problems.
Now, here I am, in the middle of so many human beings around me, so demanding, so unable to understand, so...ah I don't even know what to say. But at some points they are also kind, give happiness (although the concept of happiness and sadness seem to still so blurred--talk about it later on, some other time).
I am now learning the process of relationship among human beings. I hope I get to an end of complete understanding so that I won't have to just play with my own thoughts on how to deal with them. Hope they will get to the same point too.

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